athina stupid

sumthin came up between (...) n me..
sob,sob,sob...
d most stupid is,I'm d wan hu went n do sumthin crazy..
yeah,ask (...)..
bout wat ppl said to me bout wat (...) said to dem..
diz is d suitable time to use lady D's 'wat d toot'...

I noe,bit stupid,but my heart,can't stand it anymore..
so I went n confront (...) after tuition..
told (...) mayb should end everything here(which is so bangang)..
to my concern,(...) was freakingly cool..(which is not normal)
lyke tak kisah di..ARGH!!!

how could this happen to me??
I made by mistakes,got nowhere to run...WTF..
*simple plan song-untitled-..ngee~~*

den,(...) said sumthin sound lyke 'ok la'..
which is way beyond wat I expected..
I told gaybien(FAEZ) bout diz stuff..
and currently he's even a good listener rather den (...)..

(...) is using me..(...) is using me!!!
come on athina..snap out of all (...) tricks!!!

my final conclusion,it's kinda true wat ppl said..
diz is only bcoz of my kindness,n buta-ness..

akustatik by OAG,enjoy..
it's somehow,how I felt lately..

Seusia malamku menantimu
Dihembus embun aku tersipu
Mungkinkah kau lupa temu janji kita
Kau gembira bersama teman-temanmu

Berlari-lari ku mencarimu
Selembut salju musim berlalu
Mengapa berubah sekelip mata
Hati gundah tiada terhingga

Kau umpama merpati putih
Patah sayapnya di udara
Bercahaya

you sholud know sumthin TWELVEANS

all u guys out dere..
I juz want to tell u sumthin..
next year,I'll be transfered to either;
sri aman or taman sea..

I got to stay wit my aunt..
actually,sumthin happen in my fanily..
and my parents are separating..
but,I will be doin my PMR at USJ 12 of coz..

don't be sad kayh..
most of d ppl I tell,actually all..
asked me not to..
but at this age,it's not u who decide,but ur parents..

d point is,I choose not to follow..
either my dad,nor my mum..
I want to go on without dem..
as diz year,my education..
had gone worst,I need a break from dem..

and I will miss u guys so much..
d only skool I enjoy,den my primary skool..
for all d things I learnt,n d joy dat u filled with..

sure I won't get d same from others..
when we all lepak together..
taipan,sunway,OU..n laundry..
all d fun,crazy thing we've done outside..
all d nice candies I get at ur hse..

I'll miss,for coming late,scrabble player..
joining debate,pushing in d canteen,playing with saw in d bengkel..
and thanks for all d LIAO-ness!!!

----be clappy okay??----

so today,(...) kinda halau me oso..
specially calling my name..
"ha,Athina..u pon kluar gak.."
I passed (...) d lyrics of permysuri..
(...) do sumthin like (...) always does..screaming

den,u noe la..
me everytime recess,sure shout..
"eyh,tepi TAIKO nak lalu"..
den (...) was dere oso,saying my butt have flatten(infront of every1)swt"..
seems,I kinda with (...) today..ngee..xD

owh ya,today dere was PE class(PJK for all d Malay oriented)..
since I alredi didn't came for quite long..
teacher lyke damn 'perli' me,during d warm-up after running..
most of d girls just say..
"nasi lemak la u,today..sure kena"..
guess wat??
I terlepas..xD
coz we played hockey today,den I was damn semangat..
(anyway,hockey,is where u can beat ppl,without any demerits..)

mayb she was interested of me..
so she let me go..
I damn blagak to score..so stylo want to do lyke a golf player..
I didn't score..so dumbo..

ADIOS!!!I won't b talking much bout me moving,in skool...

this week

damn larh..
(...) bertugas my class..
u noe,i never ever listen to wat ppl say..(including my parents)
as usual prefects got to halau us(lyke cows) from entering d class..
since (...) bertugas my class,(...) never said a thing(or wtvr) to me..
instead ask d partner to halau me..

obviously we okay di..
but I tink (...) noes dat its my nature of not following ppls order..
thus,making my 'bebal' title has a high ranking place..
(d ranking of my title)
1.bebal/degil/headstrong
2.liao(i talk nonsense wit my frens)
3.hot-headed(reason nobody ever gadoh wit me again)
4.emo-shit(bcoz of diz blog address la) during dat shit latih tubi..
I kinda have a chat with Themoli(yeap,d one dat underline adamant)
she's ok la..but sometime,I can't get wat she's saying..
mayb her voice to slow,or my ears are somehow blog with wax or wtvr..

anyway,I went to school 2day..
so damn blur la today..
I kept wondering,why everyone is wearing tie..(assembly btw)
still blur..
I juz realize it when I entered d class,n it's tuesday..xD
no wonder d teachers have been talking so long den normal assembly..
(stuff lyke diz,worries my mum.she said mayb I bcome blur bcoz of pressure.for me,nothing oso.she's planning to bring to psychiatrist btw..wat d ****???)

now,I kinda addicted to 2 songs..
Permysuri by OAG..
if u happen to hear diz song,I bet 100 bucks,u won't understand a shit dey saying..
unless u have d lyrics of coz..
another one(of coz u noe la)..
wait for u by elliott yamin..
damn la,juz noe,diz guy is jewish..(his name sounds lyke jew oso,duh,blur again)

monday,I didn't went to school..
as usual I go shopping n lepak..
bought 3 stuff..
2 apparels,1 cap..

1 sleeveless..
1 a bit,but not sleeveless..xD
d red,is from nicole..
green pdi..
dunno y all those pdi's..
dey got lyke,padini,padini authentics,pdi..
all stands padini..wth??



d cap..
tropicana life brand..
usually I won't buy dat brand..(hip-hop type wan)
but diz cap,it's juz amazingly beautiful..
pink,n green stripes..
it just matches most of my clothes..xD



owh ya,I ddin't tell y'all..bout my another cat..
diz one,really loves d camera..
posing maut some more..(damn weird)
den,he's lyke understand most of d stuff we said..
specially when I kutuk bout it,with my mum,infront of it..xD

diz guy here..he's full white(putih susu)..half-persian..
first we wanted to put d name susu..
but,sounds so jakun-ish..we named him snowy..
blue eyes..juz don't be surprised..
I kutip him from d longkang,when he's still a kitten..
it was raining heavily..so damn kesian diz guy..
we took in lol..




barney lover oso..
juz lyke his owner..
ngee..xD




I think I have made my words long enough for diz time..
so..ADIOS..

now that I believe

yeah..I've been quite emo lately..
and,I got no idea why..

-sad part skipped-

so..I didn't went to school for 4 days..
and yesterday was my first day back,after 3 weeks..

and dey all been saying I'm gone for a month..(how much dey miss me!!)

and I got few results for my exam..


BM2-52%..yeah I noe..every1 was quite shock,bcoz I used to b a great writer..
even my f2 teacher told me I could b a reporter..frankly,since I studied wit my f3 BM teacher.I was quite blur,and my results are somehow lyke plane crashing..


BI-87%..I got 4 mistake for objective n 42/50 for my essay..I was quite pissed for d essay..she underline d word adamant(which is my fav word) as if it doesn't exist!!!she gave me 4 marks for my language!!I shld get 5,I used great vocabs n very few grammar mistakes..then my literature she said lack of evidence,but even she said a good essay..wtf!!!

SCIENCE-82%...it really convince me more of studying effect..wat u get,if u study..I told every1 again..n dey all said-'u actually smart,but,education ruined u,n ur malas-ness too'..(-_-')

eventually,d most shocking,funniest..I got 15% for my PJK..it wasn't quite embarrassing..it became a joke.dey said it really shows dat I nvr study,n diz is d consequences...funny guys!!!

I'm dare to say here..dat I'm sure to get A1 for my english in PMR..

d class photo come out di..n d informal pics was d talk of d class..as my most infamous gay face,bcome a real gay..thoughts of friends came to me,wit d words as,"damn gay la u","gila gay","I can't imagine dat it really happens" and most thoughtful "I really admire ur skill"..XD

later on I post d picture..ADIOS!!!

it's rather funny..

somebody posted it on friendster..
so I read it..
rather interesting..
mind of 7 year old Johnny..
explains about sex..

here it is..

Little Johnny was 7 years old
like
other boys his age rather curious.

He had been hearing quite a bit about
'making out' from the older boys, and
he
wondered what it was and how it was
done.

One day he took his question to his
mother, who became rather flustered.
Instead of explaining things to Johnny,
she told him to hide behind the
curtains
one night and watch his older sister
and
her boyfriend.

This he did. The following morning,
Johnny described EVERYTHING to his
mother.

"Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked
for a while, then he turned off most of
the lights. Then he started kissing and
hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be
getting sick, because her face started
looking funny.

He must have thought so too, because he
put his hand inside her blouse to feel
her heart, just the way the doctor
would. Except he's not as smart as the
doctor because he seemed to have
trouble
finding her heart. I guess he was
getting sick too, because pretty soon
both of them started panting and
getting
all out of breath.

His other hand must have been cold
because he put it under her skirt.

About this time 'Sis got worse and
began
to moan and sigh and squirm around and
slide down toward the end of the couch.
This was when her fever started. I knew
it was a fever, because Sis told him
she felt really hot.

Finally, I found out what was making
them so sick......-a big eel ;had
gotten
inside his pants somehow. It just
jumped
out of his pants and stood there, about
10 inches long, honest, anyway he
grabbed it in one hand to keep it from
getting away.

When Sis saw it, she got really
scared-her eyes got big, and her mouth
fell open, and she started calling out
to God and stuff like that. She said it
was the biggest one she's ever seen; I
should tell her about the ones down at
the lake by our house!

Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill
the eel by biting its head off. All of
a
sudden she grabbed it with both hands
and held it tight while he took a
muzzle
out of his pocket and slipped it over
the eel's head to keep it from biting
again.

Sis lay back and spread her legs so she
could get a scissor-lock on it and he
helped by lying on top of the eel. The
eel put up a hell of a fight.

Sis started groaning and squealing and
her boyfriend almost upset the couch.
I guess they wanted to kill the eel by
squashing it between them.

After a while they both quit moving and
gave a great sigh. Her boyfriend got
up,
and sure enough, they killed the eel. I
knew because it just hung there, limp,
and some of its insides were hanging
out.

Sis and her boyfriend were a little
tired from the battle, but they went
back to courting anyway. He started
hugging and kissing her again. By
golly,
the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight
up and started to fight again.

I guess eels are like cats- they have
nine lives or something. This time, Sis
jumped up and tried to kill it by
sitting on it. After about a 35 minute
struggle, they finally killed the eel.
I
knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's
boyfriend peel its skin off and flush
it
down the toilet.

what I've done

hahaha..d title may sound lyke linkin park punya lagu..
but its true larh..diz post is bout,what i've done..
lately of coz..

Yesterday..
I went to sunway..
since lady D invited me to join her..
so dere were 11 of us..
*most of it are prefects
*most of it are seniors
*i'm d only form 3..
How cool was dat..
ya larh..
u may say,hangout wit d seniors lyke so gila cool..
but actually,I realize,dere were juz lyke us..
'crazee babies' exploring for more..hihihi..xp

I tink I was d last to arrive..
d were playing bowling..
d one I noe were,wai yee,diyana(of coz larh),jonathan,nickolai,jason(d crazy wan),syazwan,n one dude..forgot his name)
so,jonathan was quite good la,jason too..(i tink diyana lose to dat loser)
I tried to play..
instead I received a weird laughing n jumpin by jason..
3 shots=all masuk longkang..haihz..

den we go buy tickets for shrek 3..
jason was unable to join us..dunno y..
but we manage to buy 10 tickets..and 8 of us were conquering d whole row..
den we bincang,who wanna sit at d 2 sesat place..
den,where to eat b4 movie..discussion for almost 1/2 an hour..
we all decide to go to A&W which was rite infront of us(ever1 were so blank)

d kind hearted lady D blanja me for a coney dog..
and,her own free show!!
wat she did was..drinking d large root beer,for only 12 seconds,using straw!!
part-time drinking machine huh..!!!
she drank half of mine too..xp

watch movie..
d thing was freaking funny..plus d food was pass around through d line..
shrek 3 was a blast..of coz I tink dat I've taken too many calories less den 2 hours..
d guy 'I dunno name' laugh until he spill his coke on his shirt!!ahaha!!
incredibly nickolai was proud dat he finished his coke..(i dunno y)
d snow white part was gila funny..

after dat 3 of us girls,separate wit d boys..
n just jalan2..around..n around..doing silly stuff..



wai yee..showing d tickets dat we bought..
diz wan,3 kena koyak alredi..
actually I dunno wats lady D's motif..
but her cap,looks lyke alien's head..xp







d blur case family..
so blur tot dey were still at far far away..
so sad I wasn't part of dem..xp
for ur info..me,wai yee,n diyana.each of us from different batch..dat means,3,4,5..weird,we can somehow,'tubuhkan' our gila gang..




yeah..lady D wit d face-less superman..
unfortunately,she dun wan to put her face dere..
but u juz can't imagine how ppl laugh..
when tgk her..ahaha!!!






diz d end of my post..
for what i've done..
it was really FUN!!!!

love for no reason

sorry guys..
I got no time to update dis blog much..
but,hey!!
I never 4get bout it okay??
I really tried so hard to squeeze in my time..

lately,I've been going to tuition..
yeah,and I mean non-stop..
every weekdays..
and,I noe dat nobody can believe it..
coz,u noe la..
I'm just not d study type anyway..

frankly..
at tuition I just want to see (...) face anyway..not!!!
and just make myself happy..
by laughing non-stop lyke some moron..

ATTENTION!!!
I'm starting to lose my interest on (...)..
duh,lyke last time I'm so afraid of losing (...)..
but now,I dun kisah lagi..
wtvr happen,happen larh..
I tink bcoz,my bond wit NELLY FURTADO..
had juz gone stronger,n...
my new love..there's one gurl..SECRET!!

ryte now..
I'm in d LOVE zone..
and nuthin could go through..even (...)
haihz..

but I tink diz thing akan hilang wan..
once I went back to school..
coz everbody must be knocking..
for my liao-ness attitude..
I miss u guys so much!!

my greatest stress is::::
(gosh,I'm getting LESBIAN!!)
I think I am larh..
who noes rite??

kay..I'm outta here!!!


p/s::
this poem,is for d sum1 I love so much..
I've made it just for you..

I'm looking for someone.
The person who will light my life for once.
The person who kick me off my foot,
and make me dance tonight.

Not just the one who plays with words,
Neither charm nor looks.
But the one who could tell me,with his honest hearts.
'You always look cutest when do something silly,
you look smartest when you talk,you're the prettiest
when you smile,and I love you no matter what you do..'

The only I won't be regret to love,
The only when I look,I see a dole of dove.
Only with him,I held my breath without any grim..

He'll be the one,whispering to my ears,
With the words 'I love you'
In the toughest night I go through..

You may say he's perfect,
Another prince of desire..
But,he's just an ordinary guy,
Something extraordinary to discover..
Because for me,there is no such word as perfection.